ITS NOT FAIR I WAS DRAGGED THROUGH THE MUD FOR YEARS WHILE AMBERS FATHER WAS PORTRAYED AS SOMETHING HE WAS NOT. AMBERS FATHER WAS INVOLVED WITH DRUGS AND DIED BECAUSE OF IT. LETS STOP LYING TO OURSELVES AND AMBER. Unlike others, I WILL RAISE MY DAUGHTER TO KNOW THE TRUTH ABOUT LIFE & PEOPLE, AND I WILL TEACH HER ABOUT FORGIVENESS.
Its only because of lack of forgiveness that I still DO NOT HAVE A BETTER RELATIONSHIP WITH MY CHILD. I should be embraced as Ambers mother, and embraced for turning my life around. I told the truth in court many times, while Ambers fathers team of lawyers and Ambers grandmothers team of lawyers LIED. Lied about Erik, and LIED about me.
I never wanted to have to do this and go to this extent, but once a better relationship with my daughter AMber Rayne Graber wasnt encouraged...I decided I had to. I waited around long enough for some kind of vindication. I deserve that, & I deserve to have my child in my arms every night.
I am not a monster. I admitted I was wrong many times. I need to start healing from this part of my life and this is the only way I know how. Its by telling the truth.
There are plenty of great things we can all say about Ambers father, but the fact remains he put my daughter in worse danger than I could have ever imagined possible, and I want people to know the truth about it all. Its such a shame. Its unfortunate that it has to be done this way, but I am left with no other choice.
Amber Rayne Graber didnt have to see what she saw on February 22nd 2006. Amber Rayne Graber didnt have to wake up to her fathers lifeless body.
WE BOTH MADE MISTAKES BUT I AM STILL ALIVE AND FIGHTING FOR HER! I am still alive and I will fight for her everyday. Just because we are simple people doesnt mean we dont love and want her. I am glad Amber lives with rich people that can give her a dream life, but only I can give amber the life Amber always dreamed of. A LIFE WITH HER MOMMY. Thats the truth. Ambers coming home to me...one day.
